I use this word often, I want you to fuck me, go fuck yourself, fuck me running. I could go on for days, I find this word pretty much can express any and all of my feelings no matter what. It’s Sunday, between all the cardio and only one day off and it’s not really a day off cause I have to go do cardio I just fucking want to scream. I know, I’m the one that chose this path……..just sometimes it is so FUCKING HARD! What’s a girl suppose to do???? If I don’t follow through with my goals I feel like a loser and I just can’t quit. So all I’ll say is there’s no whinning in bodybuilding……….get over yourself.
So the stupid question of today while I’m doing cardio, wow you have really muscular legs did you get them by doing the stepmill…………REALLY???? I was nice, and smiled and said no lots and lots of squats and lunges. When really I wanted to say yes, this machine is crazy how it builds muscle. Yesterday one of my co-workers scared the shit out of a older woman by telling her I had only been lifting weights for a couple months and thats what it did to me. You should have seen her face, priceless!
Thursday it’s off to Pittsburgh to see the North America, can’t wait………I wish I was competing just wasn’t in my cards, that’s ok Altanta is in Nov and it will be good to be back in the south, and who knows it might just bring me luck.
I have photo shoots lined up, and apparently one of them is going to tie me up. I remember the last time someone wanted to do that to me, it’s fun for about a min. after that I’m kind of done.
If you’re in Pittsburgh come give me a hug, I wont bite…….too hard ; )
Kisses
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