This year has been such a struggle, at this moment I feel and look better than ever. It’s tough when you’re dieting and doing all this cardio…when in your head you really don’t know if you’re going to make it. There’s only 8 weeks left till the Nationals, I expressed my frustrations to my coaches Thursday night……..money is always tight, I don’t want to spend over $500 to enter this contest and then not be ready. My body is finally responding, this is going to happen…It has to!!!!!!!
Being a bodybuilder is a very strange thing, I thought about this as I was out with a friend yesterday. I get annoyed when people stare too much at me and then I get pissed if I’m not being starred at…….WHAT’S THAT ABOUT?? So you can see apparently I’m never happy, and you wonder why more people aren’t in this sport.
I finally got botox this past week, it feels so good to look at myself and not see wrinkles, sorry it’s the small things in life that sometimes means the most. It’s starting to get a little cooler here, thank God! I’m very tired of the heat…….funny I was at Kroger today and there were several women with sweaters and jeans on…I’m like…REALLY it’s fucking 80 degrees outside. I guess if I was fat and I would want to have as much clothes on as possible. Maybe that’s why I always go half naked everywhere…that and I’m always so hot I can’t stand having a lot of clothes on.
It’s good to have football back, I love watching the pre-game show, my favorite is the one with Howie, and Jimmy Johnson on Fox….too funny.
Yes tomorrow is Monday, back to work……….it’s a good thing I love what I do, cause damn I work way too much. Here’s looking to the future, that being Atlanta……….I just want to make everyone proud of me, so many people are pulling for me.
Hugs and Kisses Y’all
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