After my last blog so much has changed, it was just AWFUL……I never cheated, my cardio was there an hour and half each and every day. Half the time the air was out at the club and my silly ass still put my sweat suit on to do my cardio. Nothing was happening, My weight was going between 141 and 143 and 3 plus weeks had gone by. I’m not going to lie, I was looking at myself I knew something was wrong. I wasn’t hard, I wasn’t getting any leaner……and last year at this weight my abs were out and I was doing photo shoots. Every year it’s gotten harder, taken more work but this year……..well it seemed to be impossible. I cryed when my trainer finally sat me down and said you’re just not going to be in shape in time for the North America. I just fucking wanted to scream, at him, at myself………….WHY……i’ve done everything I was suppose to do…..WHY????? I’m not a loser or a quitter……..there has to be an answer, I reached out to John Parrillo of Perrillo Performance who is closer than I even knew. He agreed to see me which was great because he was one of those people on my bucket list to meet. He’s been so great, my body he says has just shut down……..he was very concerned about me. With his and my trainers guidance my bodyfat has gone down 3% and my lean weight went up 4 pounds… I’m using his products which have already increase how I feel and how I look. I’m hard again…..I know cause people are staring. My traps are up around my ears and I’m just fucking jacked.
So we are moving forward at this moment, looking toward the Nationals in Nov…………..With these 2 men behind me believing in me and me believing in me…………..well let’s just say I feel better than I have in years. I had some fun playing in downtown Cincy on sat, the Banks are sooo much fun !!
Kisses Ya’ll
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