I’m screaming in my head

It’s Thursday, and I’m sure that I can’t take another day of anything, cardio, carb depletion, long hours, and nothing to drink. So that’s why I’m screaming……..I try hard not to be a BITCH but some days I think fuck it! This is where having goals come in, you can’t say fuck it, because you have a goal…….then there’s the whole thing where people look up to me and I’m suppose to be soooo strong……ok you can stop laughing…….some people actually do look up to me. So I’m keeping my head down and bloging to ya’ll so I can get this out and not think about it anymore. I just hate when I don’t have all the time I need to do my cardio or go see my chiropractor and I would have today if my 3:30 would have just let me know she wasn’t going to show the fuck up. Really how fucking hard is it to text me and say you’re not coming……………so that just started my afternoon off to a bad start and it just rolled down hill from there. I will say this, coming upstairs and talking to ya’ll has made it better. Tomorrow will be a better day, due mainly to the fact I get carbs, a steak, and Thank God some wine! Look out smile you’re due back on my face tomorrow without fail.
Thanks for letting me vent, sometimes that’s what a girl needs…….a long with diamonds, botox and let’s not forget about shoes.
Hugs and Kisse

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