So…. I’ve bounced back and forth so many times I’m more than a little dizzy. The only thing I can say is stress is my first, last and middle name. It’s very hard to be great at several things… really impossible! I really wanted this year to be it for my bodybuilding, just because how much money it takes, then my coach said,you have to have a goal…..that is just who you are. He’s right, with out that one thing, it’s like WTF…no reason to get up, diet, workout, go to work, nothing. So I guess I’m not done, I’m doing the Mid Atlantic Grand Prix show Nov. 16th. I’ve ordered a hot new red suit thanks to Henry….
I’m just ready to kick some fucking ass……you know I’m older, but I don’t fucking care, I’ve got a great package…..i’m just going to bring what I’ve got and let just see what happens.
A year ago my brother Robert passed away, as much as I’m sure he was embarrassed about some of the things I’ve done, he always stood by me and was proud of my bodybuilding. I try very hard not to be sad that he’s gone, but I am. My goal in life is to help as many people as I can to make up for the fact that I couldn’t help him.
Going down south next weekend to see my oldest girl marry the love of her life, I’m so excited……one huge party
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