Life sometimes sucks so much, you have to wonder why you keep trying! I don’t stop and I DO NOT quit. This week the health club that I work for were sold to a larger fitness chain…. Life is very uncertain at this moment, I have all the higher ups telling me everything will be…
This year has been such a struggle, at this moment I feel and look better than ever. It’s tough when you’re dieting and doing all this cardio…when in your head you really don’t know if you’re going to make it. There’s only 8 weeks left till the Nationals, I expressed my frustrations to my coaches…
It’s been a great weekend so far, the show is smaller than I expected. I’m excited to see Kim Ferrell I’m so sure that tonight she will be getting her pro card. It could not be happen to a better person, she is a great person for our sport. I’m sure that the heavy weight…
I use this word often, I want you to fuck me, go fuck yourself, fuck me running. I could go on for days, I find this word pretty much can express any and all of my feelings no matter what. It’s Sunday, between all the cardio and only one day off and it’s not really…
I have a new do………hair do that is. I was having a moment; my hair dresser couldn’t seem to get me in…. I was trying to be patient, but the shit was looking so bad I was just balling it up on my head so I wouldn’t have to deal with it. Finally I texted…
So the things I learned this weekend, 1st bodybuilding is totally an unfair sport, we are all just subject to the judges opinions…..that’s it. Kim Ferrell who won the open light heavy weight class placed 2nd in the over 35 in the same weight class.. Ok it was different judges, the girl that won wasn’t…
My temperature gage is off the charts, I eat…I sweat, everything I do I’m sweating. It must be sending some kind of sexual msg’s out too, lol….its good to be big and sexy, I love being in control……but having the control taken away can be very hot in itself. Training is going well and I’m…
After my last blog so much has changed, it was just AWFUL……I never cheated, my cardio was there an hour and half each and every day. Half the time the air was out at the club and my silly ass still put my sweat suit on to do my cardio. Nothing was happening, My weight…
That is really an under statement!!! It’s been a 100 degrees plus in Cincy and hotter down in Mississippi. I’m glad to be back home, but I already miss my kids and the most perfect grand daughter. Who knew that a 20 mth old could work a computer, maybe she could help me out with…
Dieting seems to bring the worst out in my personality, my workout partners are nice………ok maybe too nice…. All I can think about is ripping a couple of their heads off just so they’ll shut up. Then members, they have no ideal that I’m dieting or what’s going on with me cause my hair is…